I’m not quite sure how you survive the storms inside of your soul..

felicia

felicia
06.12.1991
Sydney, Australia
photographer, loud, creative. myspace

love

soccer, friends, going out, life, ice chocolates, the city

hate

little miss copy cat, annoying people

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

And I stood at a distance to feel who you are, Hiding myself in your eyes

I knew that would happen, I'd start my whole blog thing again and give up.
Haha typical me, I'm going to try and write more. To be honest I don't see why I don't write more? I don't go to school and I have a bit of time on my hands. Also I don't think anyone reads this so I don't see the point in writing stuff if I have no audience you know?

Reading on my previous blog, that whole issue with that guy did settle for about a couple of weeks but then the same thing happened all over again. In my opinion it's the most pathetic shit I've ever heard. You treat your best friend like shit because you didn't get your own way, thats quite sad.
Anyway I'm not going to waste time being upset over you.

"And hold on before it's too late, We'll run til we leave this behind.. Don't fall just be who you are, It's all that we need in our lives"

Ten things I'm hoping to do by the end of the month.

one, Finish writing two stories; Crazy Cat Lady part 3 & A story for Andrew.

two, Find a new job, I'm getting paid pretty good money but I think It's time to move on from KFC.

three, Sort things out with my best friend and come clean, tell him everything I'm feeling.

four, Have 150 hours written in my log book (learners)

five, Meet some new interesting people.

six, Go camping!

seven, Have over $200 in the bank.

eight, Write a letter and mail it to someone.

nine, Write myself a letter, put it in an envelope and open it when I turn 17.

ten, Have at least 5 entries on this blog!

Let's see how I go,
I'll leave it at that for now.. home and away is on.
Please leave me comments, I'd appreciate it heaps (:

Au revoir and adiós amigos! x

Sunday, March 09, 2008

When I need something more than this empty road that I follow.

So i'm doing the whole blog thing again haha, lets see how long this lasts aye.
It's 3:58am and stupid me should be in bed haha! Its sunday i think, yeah.. i have soccer today 3pm at Lurnea but i probably wont go because i have a hamstring injury - sucks so much!

I'm feeling very confused at the moment, like im happy but theres a few things that are confusing me. I think one of my good friends is mad at me and the reason is so stupid i swear.
Geeez, people make me laugh so much.. like laugh at how stupid they are, if you wanna know the story just ask.. i'm not going to post it on here because he'll see it and have a hissy fit.

"well i think than you need to slap him in the face and tell him to wake up and smell the roses!"
-Brendan.

One of my friends just said they are in love with me, aaaww he said all this stuff.. hes sweet. I used to like him too haha, hes pretty cool.
I reckon we're like perfect for each other too haha, ah i wish we went out back in year 9.

Anyway i'm going to bed now, well in about 10 minutes.. that will probably turn into 20 mins then an hour haha.. nah i have to be in bed by 4:30am.

Au revoir and adiós amigos!

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

4/sept

Im not sure what to write about..
today is tuesday. My weekend was great! Saturday i went to my brothers grandfinal.. i sat with pana, michael and mikey.. and michael aswell.. so many michaels! Haha.. it was a interesting game.. lots of red cards, the other team wanted to punch the ref haha.
Adam (my brother) scored a goal off his head and made it 2 nil.. the ref blew the whistle to finish the game early (15 minutes) because of all the angry people :P
Anyway, saturday afternoon rochelle and i went to eastern creek and we had sooo much fun :D

Long weekend this weekend :D
Im pretty much busy all weekend haha.. saturday i might be going to the beach but not to swim of course cause i'd turn into a ice block haha :)
Well i will write more when i have something to write about..

peace out girl scout :)

headphones; broken
feeling; happppy
looking forward to; this weekend!
tomorrow; wednesday, school & work

feliciaaaaaaa xx

Monday, August 27, 2007

hey

Hey everyone :)
felicia is back.. and better and stuff haha.
I'll have to tell you what i have been up to since i last blogged back in june!
But i will have to do that tomorrow as im off to work about now.. how fun! Haha nah.. it means moneyyy $$$
Keep smiling, see ya tomorrow!

<3

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

tuesday

okay im not as active as i thought i'd be,
and this past week i havnt been online so there you go.
I will be changing the layout, it bores me.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

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wwooooowwwwieee i havnt blogged in so long! actually i closed this blog to start a new one and i made about 4 others and theyre like screwed now haha. so i decided to open this one up again and ill prob get sick of it and blahh!

Well what can ya do ! Anyway since the last time i blogged here i was in grade 9, i was friends with someone (who im not anymore) basically i was too blind to see what a pathetic, dumb, thoughtless person i was friends with.. but fortunatly ive woken up haha

HEAPS has happened and i do mean heaps! i cut my hair at the start of the year and then i swear all these people cut it like mine it was totally shit as but i know what can you do, some people are boring and like to seeeeeek help from me haha i just sounded so stuck up then! BUT seriously its true!

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Heres some photos that will tell you a BIT, yep just a bit of what ive been up to..

clicking on the pictures will make them biggggger :D

yes you may have noticed something black in the last 3 photos.. all i can say is LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL etc.

feeling; not too bad =]

today was; alright
msn; set to busy
thinking; soccer in a week !

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Something.

Okay, so im not exactly closing my blog, im just taking a break because i really dont have the time for it at the moment.

When i have the time i will have a new layout and other stuff on here.

In the meantime just be paitent :)

felicia <3

Monday, November 13, 2006

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
soo they job interview went good, i wasnt nervous at all :] so yeah i GOT THE JOB :] and and i have ANOTHER job interview tomorrow, at target.. LOL two jobs!!! lots of moneys. So yeah im pretty happy about that.. oooh umm.. what else.. thinking.. OOH i LOVE christmas... especially tinsel :] YAY! i cant remember what else i was gonna say.. well i'll write more later.

23 days till my birthday :] (december 6)

dont forget it :]

headphones; nothing.
feeling; happppy.
eating; im hungry.
tomorrow; tues; school & another job interview.

Friday, November 10, 2006

Somebody told me - The killers.

mehish.
Yay its friday.. well lets see what's been happening with me lately.. last saturday i went to coke live with Shaun, Melanie and Rochelle.. it was heaps fun =] hehe
umm tomorrow i have a job interview.. so i guess thats alright.. i'll be getting monies. So hopefully that will go good.. um i really dont know what to do about the layout.. i really like it but meh.. i will make sure i change it before summer =] leave me a comment and let me know if i should change it. When i have more time i will.. i'm SO tired but i might try in the morning. ahh headache.. i have to cut this blog short - sorry.

goodnight

<3

headphones; somebody told me -tk
feeling; tired, but good.
eating; i need food haha.
tomorrow; sat. job interview

Monday, October 30, 2006

meh

LOL.
i cant believe how lazy ive been, i havnt found the time to blog, plus i dont know what to blog about . Well lets see, today is monday and as weird as this sounds, my mondays are always fun, hyper and full of drama. May i add today was full of bitches bitching about others.. which resulted in me yelling at everyone lol.. not in a mean way.. more liek a funny mean way.. if that makes sense ? haha but come on, if someone is minding their own business and having fun, why call them a loser ? Its PATHETIC ! And why invade someone else's area to put ur tongue down ur girlfriends throat ? lame!!!!!!!!! Me and melanie had a conversation today in science about changing schools haha we are so sick of people.

At the moment i just dont get some people, fake friends, guys who are so lame and BLAH.
Meh i'll get over it, it's not liek a care about them kind of people anyway.

So moving on to a happier note .. this weekend im sooo booked out. Saturday im going to coke live, After the fall, the hot lies & end of fashion <3>

Anyway finishing up, im going to hit the pillow [no its not gonna get physical] lol im tired and i was actually thinking of staying home tomorrow, if mondays a drama then what about tuesday ? uh tuesdays are the worse days of the week seriously.. but what can i do at home ? We`ll see.
goodnight <3

headphones; nothing.
feeling; meh.
eating; nothing.
tomorrow; school.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Captain Planet Theme Song

mehish.
im sooo tired and a little bit annoyed, bad match aye ? hmm oh well, today was alright i guess, played tips at lunch i LOVE TIPS yes im such a kid but what can you do ?
haha i will never get sick of tips :] -yawn- today in sport me and mellie had soccer and yep we brang our boots and stuff. I got player of the match =D woot yeah what now ? haha.. OMG i cant believe some people, they show off and they cant even play soccer liek COME ON lol.
i really dont feel liek blogging at the moment sorry.
i will blog more later. :]

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Kasabian - Club Foot

hello everyone, alright so monday was when i last blogged and since then i went to cronulla beach, which was on wednesday. We caught a train from mt druitt at 9:16 and changed at redfern and went to cronulla. It was fun, i went and got boost and everyone else got maccas. Me and mellie went for a walk along the beach and met these guys from tahiti, they buried their friend in the sand it was funny..
anyway we left at about 4:30 and me and mellie were on seperate carriages to the others and we missed our stop cause melanie wouldnt stop bitching about paris lol YES this is happened before and i knew what to do, i just got off at central and ran across the plat form straight onto another train back to redfern hehe. So yeah the day was good and im gonna go again yay.

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48 days baby <3

Sadly monday is back to school. ewwwww :[ lol im enjoying my holidays too much.. anyway im gonna go now. cyahh.

Monday, October 09, 2006

have blogged in ages.

yep its been a while [yep im kinda lazy] but yeah, not much happening lately.
Last weekend was rad but i wont go into details hehe. Today me and my family drove down to picton because my sister was gonna skydive, the plane took off and about 2 minutes later they had to come back down because the wind came lol good timing, so she has to do her jump in a few weeks time. I cant jump cause im too young.. meh.

ooooooh and just to let uno, if your ever near this sign ^^ be on the look out for FOUR hotties that look liek surfies trap in the country.. yep they were hot.

anyway im sooooooooo tired. i better go.. oh and before i do TWENTY SIX DAYS and then im gonna see the hot lies, end of fashion and after the fall - YAY <3.

goooooodnight write more later.

peace out girl scout brussel sprout xx

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Michelle Branch - Breathe

Pulse Party was last night and it was pretty awsum apart from a few people feeling sick. Was a lot of pimping going on, yeah the usual twiggy lol and a few others.. mitch & nathan. I met some peoples, that really tall guy named john, and i met hendo, hes so much smaller than i thought lol and i seen norton err and mailey, maileys cool. Claire & Jarrod <3

theres TONS of pics but i dont feel liek putting em here, they are on my bebo though.
I was watching legally blonde before yeah was funny.
Im going to my dads today and i wont be back untill monday so i dont think ill be blogging till then, if not then tuesday night cause tuesday im going to manly. So i will blog then.
Oh and please leave me comments on my taggggie board :] muchly apprieated.
Oh and theres new smilies on my tag board! check em out.. i put em there myself :]

five days <3

Friday, September 29, 2006

The Click Five - Catch Your Wave <3

New Layout bitches.

I had my other layout for liek 4 days haha, i might use that hold one again sometime, we`ll see. Anyway moving on, my day was somewhat random in many ways (trust me to use fancey words) so boring school yep yep blah, watched the rest of Legally blonde 2 & then start of The Mask. Me and mellie left school at lunch and walked to my house, we watched tv for a bit and then melanie attempted to drive on GTA3 by using a stearing wheel and yes she failed, in a very sad way.. she not only drove an abulance and killed tons of people but she died in one.. sad sad. So then we walked to this park near my house and made a very random video.. you can check it out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciiqSPbMuXI <-- there. Anyway its really late & im going shopping tomorrow and i should be sleeping.

how gorgous is this water ?

five days <3

new smiles on my tag board, please check them out! & use them.. they are so cute!

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

parra <3

Hewo, been a while. Anyway havnt done too much lately, apart from sunday and i shall tell you about that. So sunday me adriana and mellie caught a train from st marys at 11ish (after taking lots of photos lol) and we went to parra, on the way we played eye spy, very very fun game.. i could never grow out of it, so yeah we got to parra at about who knows and we walked around and yeah. THE ELEVATOR! lol.. i was pressing two buttons, the one to close and the one to open the door, and i kept pressing them and then i pressed the help button instead and yeah it was funny i ran out. The train ride home would of had to been the best, we waited around parra station for about 15-20 minutes and in that time i found a wrapped up burger, no i wasnt the first one to throw it suprised ? lol adriana threw it at melanie, im not sure if she threw it too cause i was on the phone. I then threw it and then it hit a lady.. woops! so yeah our train came and we caught it to blacktown and switched there and we waited there for about another 15-20 minutes and we took more photos and some guys were showing off on their bikes hehe. Adriana was tempted to catch the train to penrith and back but i said nah cause it was a sunday night and yeah SCHOOL lol. We got back to st marys and i went back with mellie to her mums boyfriends house.. WITH SPAM! no not sophie SPAM! yeah BBQ sauce (inside joke) haha.. anyway ill put some photos up later okay ? .

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five days <3

headphones; headsprung.
feeling; tired -yawn-.
eating; water.
doing; blogging.

Friday, September 22, 2006

football

woah, has been a while since ive blogged. Ima gonna go make myself a smoooothie.
ok im back, i made myself a yummy strawberry smoothie & i was helping my lil brother make pancakes.
anyway im gonna go make a terror video soon lol.
today we had touch football and yeah ... WE SAW HOT GUYS :O kirsty omg! lol "JESS GO IN THE TOLIETS"
bahaha oh and when i was sitting down on the grass, peacefully AND THEN i randomly pulled out two pieces of grass that were touching me "I DONT WANT U THERE" i said. Me and jess couldnt stop laughing.
OMG SEXAEROBICS.. the temple, tepe and the tamagotchi where made by me, 3 random sexaerobic exercises and kirsty made one yup, very funny.
IM ON A MISSION TO FIND THE SCHOOL WITH DARK RED SLEEVES AND A BLUE SHIRT.
yeah anyway heres some photos from last weekend & i will put the video from todays sexaerobics up later.

there was more but i dont wanna take up tooo much room.

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11 days till i goto the beach.

headphones; nothing.

feeling; sick, but great.

eating; nothing.

doing; just got out of the pool.